“Pain Was a Motivator”

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In a time before recent, at the whim of my desire,

I’d revive a long-dead talent to stress again my ire.

My name on the paper seems to reignite a pain.

To the author of this poem, I offer a refrain.

 

This pain once spurred from channeling my woes,

From putting pen to page and inking my throes,

Was ne’er pure in humor or unselfish in extent-

Was ne’er sure for who or what it was meant.

 

T’were a standard, in my eyes-

T’were a ruleset where whereby

I had writ a large devotion

To this creature of the night-

 

-This nocturnal man

With an infernal plan

To rid his very mind 

Of those he’d left behind

Never saw the light until

His world unbirthed and time stood still.

 

And on the eve his soul’s dismay

When he sung his swan song day,

The pen stopped dead amove 

And his lyrics did as such too. 

 

Until, alas, this prose began

And lost again was this man.

The poetry of yesterday

Was, once again, a motivator.